Back then Gone then Back Again...

Okay, this blogging thing isn't coming along like I thought it would. It actually involves, like, effort and stuff. Damn. I was hoping that it would be easy and once I got started my genius would take over.

originally, the plan was to post random shit. Its in the title. Scroll up the screen and read it. The problem with random is that it is aimless. I don't feel like wandering around inside my head and writing whatever pops up. I need a road map. I need a focus. I need something to direct me. So I should follow my passion. Search my soul and write whatever is inside, which is bullshit. Reach inside? My soul? I must not have one because I got nothing.

Looking inward is a step in the right direction. No one ever stood out doing what everyone else does...

See, now I am just ranting mindless dramatism. For the time being. I am just going to reflect on things that are going on. Whatever I have seen, read, watched, heard, or done. I am going to write about it. I want to publish fiction, but writing a story involves perspective, a lot of drafts, and a lot of time to put towards the piece. I don't feel like putting that into a blog. Posting a part of a story and then changing it entirely on the next post.