Taking some time...

This blog thing isn't working out. It has been too random. Even though I have barely started with it, I am not getting anywhere with it. I don't want to do this unless I have a reason to. It seems foolish to post for the sake of posting, hence the long break. I have sat down more than one time since the last post, to write for the blog, but what I type seems meaningless, silly, and personally unsatisfying. Either I need to take some time to figure out what I want to do with this blog or I end it altogether. Even though it has barely begun, it seems pointless to continue producing nothing. I am going to be taking time to figure out what I want to write on here. One idea is that, day to day or week to week, I pick a news story and comment on it. Another is that I write a continuing episodes in a series of fiction. I haven't decided what to do. Making decisions seems to be a problem that I have with my writing and with life in general. I don't feel mature enough to do the things I want to do nor do I want to continue doing the things that I have been doing.